it went like this:
hello, i'm fine
here is the smile and here's the cash
i won't silent my screaming skin
i'll drag around my stray leash
i want want want more
i'll orphan myself in front of you
i know i failed so many times
made every effort anything but count
remember i'm sorry whatever i do
for what i've not done - i am sorry too
we had an agreement but it wasn't signed
unless you count on some force from above
where you mark your heaven i see just a sky
the lights make us even when they go out
wishing luck every new year
to give up or to give in
to be brave or to escape
what's the difference anyway
despair is no big word
it's unmeasurable interchangeable
concealed as a single tear
or blooddrop
made invisible
naked eye cannot see nuclei of days
nor the particles of years i used to create
a corporeal ghost
in this sacrilege of hate
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