1. |
wicker
05:06
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i talk with autumn wind
with dark wind
that speaks no language
its fingers
unskilled in tenderness
say it's too early to grow cold
for my green soft
veins
have you ever felt as if
you had earned too much
even though
your hands are empty
empty
is your heart
i confess to autumn wind
of petty, simple wishes
for one moment
to weave hands
with different kind of wicker
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2. |
face the earth
05:18
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conquer name and split
then drain all the energy
the secret to our longevity
a two-edged knife
this is what we tend to be
countless man-made enemies
seeking inner strength outside
reaching for power then giving it up
we're used to us being this way
competitive self-made slaves
and so we're all remote-controlled
we struggle and kill for synthetic joy
we conquer name and split
and we know
visionaries dance
on the tip of the iceberg
curiously vivid
taking our chances
not for free
not the same
won't be the same
again
i can sense it when they walk the earth
our black earth under their feet
a slight pulse
coming from its insides
its soul hidden deep
we strive we opress we mutilate
divided into countries proud and brave we stand
prepared to hate
by the borders that we've made
still not ready to face the earth
(we build we use we know
we fight we kill
we reap what we sow)
take my fear away
for looking at our death
still makes me childishly afraid
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3. |
nikt
03:58
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podobno znowu minął rok
okrężną drogą
wciąż dochodzę do siebie
na pamięć znam każdą prostą
i każdy zakręt istnienia
wciąż nie przekraczam
progu poczekalni
do życia nie wychodzę
tylnymi drzwiami
oddycham rozmawiam
zażywam ludzi w dawkach
mniejszych niż mi przepisano
serce nie sługa nadal bije
każdy oddech
zwiększa siłę ciążenia
są fakty wyższe
boskie
których nie wolno nam zmieniać
lecz gdyby tak się nie urodzić
jaka pustka powstałaby w świecie?
- jeden akt zgonu, jeden nikt
kłamstwo w kartotece
a setki ludzi stoją wokoło
i obserwują twój każdy upadek
kochają ciebie ty kochasz ich
nikt nie pamięta od kiedy i za co
czekając na coś całymi latami
cierpliwość powoli zaczyna umierać
być może trzeba po prostu ją dobić
aby nie mogła cię powstrzymywać
(no-one
another year is said to have passed
circling around
i come to my senses
remembering every stretch
and every turn of existence
i still haven't crossed
the threshold of waiting room
to life i don't get out
through the back door
i breathe i talk
i take people in a dose
much lower than I've been prescribed
knowing no master
the heart keeps on beating
every breath increases gravity
there are facts
of god
that musn't be changed
but if I was not to be born
of what exactly would it deprive the world?
one death certificate, one no-one
a lie in the register
hundreds of people surround you now
they keep on watching as you fall
they love you and you love them back
no one remembers since when and for what
waiting for something for years and years
patience is slowly starting to die
maybe it's better to finish it off
so that it cease restraining you)
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4. |
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kocham cię
brzydzę się tobą
nie chcę już czuć
wypadkowej
rzygam miłością
dławię się troską
spierdalaj proszę
potem wróć
(contempt is the sister of love
i love you
i loathe you
i want to stop feeling
this resultant
i puke with love
i choke with concern
fuck off please
and then come back)
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5. |
re:dream
04:28
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don't bring me back to involutive reality
to the hostile world
i do not wish to see
if we are all a dream
define awakening
now and tomorrow is but the same
stop the redreaming
i can't watch it all again
blurred lines of solution extend
for what seems like years ahead
same old news every day
same faces smells and feelings and ways
please hold me tight as i go insane
stop the redreaming
can't take it again
it isn't good it isn't right
it isn't fair the reason why
is locked away in some glass jar
it takes one step to move ahead
to eat the pill and bring the day
that will be the day
never ask questions
they trigger new dreams
the less wee see the better we sleep
be left defenseless
or learn to survive
by knowing the right moment
to avert your glance
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6. |
a promise
04:43
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you might have even noticed me
unwilling accidental glimpse
i made a promise to defy
that impassivity
being somehow important
is what i took for granted
but then you showed me
i am nothing
and i will stay where you are
i will stay
and i will wish i could be
someone else
i'll whisper if you don't mind it
or just relapse into silence
if you need some reverie
i'll pretend i don't exist
but would that make any difference
would you notice my obedience
i'll hurt myself to make you feel for me
i had been led to believe
everyone has a purpose
and then i grew up
i had to grow up
and souls changed into named items
purpose became use
promise to find me a name
and i will stay where you are
i will stay
and i will wish i could be
someone else
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7. |
the camp
02:37
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useless
cast away
forming a pile
in last embrace
emptied one by one
in a row
falling harmonically
strange dancers
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8. |
nuclei
06:45
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it went like this:
hello, i'm fine
here is the smile and here's the cash
i won't silent my screaming skin
i'll drag around my stray leash
i want want want more
i'll orphan myself in front of you
i know i failed so many times
made every effort anything but count
remember i'm sorry whatever i do
for what i've not done - i am sorry too
we had an agreement but it wasn't signed
unless you count on some force from above
where you mark your heaven i see just a sky
the lights make us even when they go out
wishing luck every new year
to give up or to give in
to be brave or to escape
what's the difference anyway
despair is no big word
it's unmeasurable interchangeable
concealed as a single tear
or blooddrop
made invisible
naked eye cannot see nuclei of days
nor the particles of years i used to create
a corporeal ghost
in this sacrilege of hate
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9. |
planned future
02:52
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good children know
the value of education
and so i planned to wait with this
until the final exam
to do it silently with no goodbyes
for someone might tell my dad or my mom
i wanted to spare them the explanation
wasn't my intention to hurt anyone
excluding myself but that didn't count
like every exemplary child
i knew what i wanted to do
i had my future planned
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10. |
overflow
03:55
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